As you get older you realize how quickly things change. Just left what was my mother's house and realized it isn't my home anymore. I am thankful that Rodney has someone but it makes me realize how much it is just joe and i. I guess that is why it was so important that my sister spend some time with me for the holidays.
Unfortunately the good memories have left with the bad. It was almost too much for me to walk into the living room. I was too used to my mother sitting on the couch, watching tv, her feet on the ottoman, and the dogs at her side.
Last year i was thankful that i didn't have to endure the stress and anxiety of her during the holidays.
I have never felt as alone as i have tonight.
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