wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe...........
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
options
Will someone please tell me why I thought these decals on the back glass of a vehicle were cute and thought about purchasing them? It is almost like advertising to a serial killer how many people are in the house.
This summer when my weight peaked at 190. I somehow thought that I would always be that size, so I gave away all of my size 12 clothing. Now that I am almost back into a size 12, I have to buy new clothing. The issue is that I am on lockdown. I don't want to spend any money and I don't want to eat anything. I am afraid of using things or food to stuff into this hole that I feel inside. I know that it is up to me to heal myself. I am not sure what the future holds for me so I am hoarding my money to ensure that I have options.
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