Bipolar II disorder is a bipolar spectrum disorder characterized by at least one hypomanic episode (is a mood state characterized by persistent and pervasive elevated (euphoric) or irritable mood, as well as thoughts and behaviors that are consistent with such a mood state.)and at least one major depressive episode; with this disorder, depressive episodes can be more frequent and are more intense than hypomanic episodes.[1][2] People with bipolar disorder type II have never experienced a full manic episode, although they can experience periods of high energy and impulsiveness similar to but not as extreme as mania. The hypomanic episodes associated with bipolar II disorder must last all day for a period of at least four days.[3] These periods alternate between episodes of depression and in some cases episodes of normal mood
So according to wikipedia i get to have the depression and i get the manic episode which is when i finally get to feel something other than depressed (abnormally elevated or irritable mood, arousal, and/or energy levels), so i am either depressed or irritable which are both miserable. FML.
I don't know why I didn't realize that bipolar can be in varying degrees. Thanks for the information. I'm so so sorry you are dealing with this problem. I know how debilitating depression can be. If you ever need anything or just want to talk you know I'm here. You are such a beautiful, talented, loving young woman and I wish I could spend more time with you.
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