Changes

If you don't like what you are getting, change what you are giving.

I have really fallen off the wagon lately.  I finally prayed today.  I have gossiped this week and judged people.   I have allowed my favorite four letter word back into my vocabulary.  I have been a disappointment this week, all I can do is ask for forgiveness (which I promptly did during a cat litter presentation).  I must find a way to stop old habits from creeping back into my life.

I am not sure how I expect that my life will get better or the hole that i continue to carry with me will get filled with positive things if I continue to allow negative things, people, and thoughts into my life.

I am trying very hard to surrender my life to God and allow him to guide me to a better, more fulfilling life. I have to learn to stop and get in tune with myself and God so that I can start making the correct decisions for me and my future.