Friday, May 18, 2012

fake it til you make it

sometimes failing isn't the scariest thing that can happen

i have always feared failure and now that i have gone outside my box, i am torn daily between the fear of public failure and the fear of success

i have stayed in all kinds of situations because i was scared to leave, now i leave because i am scared to stay, sick of looking back on my life thinking "what if", sick of thinking of all the years that i lost and sick of being envious of other people and their ability to not be stuck in a situation

I turn 40 this year, proud to say that i made it, and scared to think that 50 is around the corner....lord, don't let me waste another decade

No comments:

Post a Comment