yesterday i took a nap and had a dream that i am afraid has undone the last 6 months of progress that i have made and threatens to drag me back into a deep depression
why is that we always think that the grass is greener on the other side....romanticize about times past. My worst fault i always see what i think that people can be, ignoring what they really are...potential doesn't always equal future results.
I found myself needy yesterday and easily irritated, filled with anxiety, my heart racing.
I have already missed an assignment on my online class, which makes me want to just give up this semester. I cannot struggle through another semester like i did the last one. I am seriously thinking of dropping my online class and just focusing on my tax preparation in BA on Thursday nights.
Yesterday just wasn't a successful day for me, i took my basic test for tax preparation and failed. I get to take once more and if i don't pass. I have no clue what i will do for this semester. The problem is that hopefully i don't let these few days turn into a downward spiral, which unfortunately is easy for me to do.
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