Saturday, April 7, 2012

leaving the party too early

"knowing exactly what to do and not being able to do it and knowing exactly what not to do and doing it anyway"

i read this and immediately thought thank goodness someone gets how i feel, then i felt blue because it was written by a guy who is bipolar...

i have finally agreed to go and see a shrink about my chemical/emotional imbalance,but only when my doctor told me that my condition would get worse if gone untreated. 

i cannot explain to people how i feel, that i have felt like this ever since i can remember and that being blue is normal, but not when you are a child should you feel so debilitatingly sad and depressed

the only real thing that i get upset about is if i have to suffer through the lows, then i should have the ecstasy of the highs

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